The difference of making $20 million in sales and making your firs $ online

A stark difference in your psychosomatic constitution

Hi creator,

As I write this letter, staring through the window at a white blanketed valley of my hometown, I review the year that is 2022.

It's been one of the most intense years of initiation so far. Seeing my daughter grow provided a perfect mirror for reconnecting with the child within me.

Surfacing all of the growth pangs and pains long forgotten.

Allowing me to work through and push through still remaining layers of conditioning.

Giving me an opportunity to peel away beliefs that no longer serve on my journey forward.

And if that wasn't enough, I witnessed my soul-aligned creative business perfectly reflect where I am on my journey as a creator, father, and friend.

The temperature dial on the pressure cooker is turned up as we prepare to welcome another child into our fold.

It feels like each decision I make and the resulting action I take is an initiatory ritual into the mysteries of existential truth.

Going through another spin cycle of old wounds around self-worth and the ability to generate an income to provide for myself and my family.

Intensified even further by the fact that I'm turning another page in the story that is my life.

Precisely one week from now, my birthday is coming up.

And the nearly due winter solstice beckons me to examine the journey so far.

Wild to think that only 1 year ago, I turned down a promotion and resigned from my 9-5, launched my first online program. An alchemical container designed to rewire and reprogram your mental operating system, and never looked back.

1 year and 100+ participants later, I see that this creation has been just as much a transformational experience for myself as it was for those journeying with me.

Never underestimate the power of action, an irrevocable decision to lean into discomfort and meet your daemons and dragons.

Never underestimate the power of making your first 1$ online on your own accord.

This sounds almost comical coming from someone who already generated over $20 million in sales in 2021.

Selling visions, products, and services for someone else.

The difference is stark.

The validation, nay, the permission slip in this case is earning your first 1$ by unveiling your entire magickal self and birthing a creation on your own accord.

No board of directors, no direct reports, and no shareholders to guide your activity.

No hiding behind a brand (a hyper sigil) and the layers of company policies.

So liberating.

So terrifying.

Expanding and leaning into the edges of discomfort.

Hurling yourself into the abyss.

Only to learn that it's always been you, or at least the level of identity you took on.

I knew all of this already.

On a hypothetical and theoretical level.

I always took pride in my cognitive abilities and the tool of discernment and synthesis that allows me to rapidly understand the landscape of whatever domain I find myself in.

But then, it's an entirely different proposition to take measured risks and act on what you've so closely analyzed and come to know at a distance.

A stark difference in your psychosomatic constitution.

As opposed to your intellectual constitution.

The operations that go on on the mental (non-physical) plane of existence.

As opposed to the operations that go on on the physical and metaphysical planes of existence.

It's funny to think of how frequently I opted into preaching and proselytizing mode regarding the importance of alignment.

Alignment of your mental, physical and emotional states of being.

How you think, feel and act.

The holy trinity of your mind, heart, and gut centers of intelligence.

At the intersection of this alignment, which is a dynamic tightrope walking process rather than a static end result, is where you desire to be.

Whether consciously or unconsciously.

The promised land.

The Garden of Eden.

The Heaven on Earth.

This is the split that we're trying to bring back together.

The state of wholeness is frequently talked about in conscious circles.

And it's a process to attune to that frequency of being.

Like an FM radio wave, you're dialing into.

The signal is a perpetual motion, and there's often noise and interruption that goes along with it.

Your task is to recognize when you're out of radius and fine-tune your receivers.

As I write these words, I notice a shift from the experiential heart-based vulnerable share around my process towards an intellectual, mind-based lecture.

And that's OK.

Becoming aware of this subtle pattern shift within, gently embracing the entirety of your being, and shifting the focus back on the process.

The process of transitioning from the old paradigm of unaligned work-2-pay-the-bills towards an intentionally architected & soul-aligned creative business.

This vision of what is possible on the collective level as we mature from infantile grandiosity towards adulthood of humanity.

Redefining our relationships, how we show up to love, work and play.

Thank you for journeying with me as I share this process and document my journey while helping to bring about this cultural, sociopolitical, and economic renaissance.

If you enjoyed this post, which feels more like a public journal entry than anything else, you'll most probably vibe with the upcoming Winter Soulstice Ritual on Dec 21st.

A guided meditation focused on letting go of old identities, journeying with deeper layers of our unconscious.

Setting the stage for the next cycle of 2023.